LALALA LALALA ELMO SONGGGGG~
No, my lameness isn't acting up right now.
In fact, yours truly may well be experiencing a state of melancholy, not to be taken lightly.
Some things been bottled up tightly for quite some time already, and I didn't intend to let it out.
I guess I really need to stop this undesirable habit of mine- keeping things to myself, seldom willing to actually allow anyone to get to know my real thoughts and feelings.
Else, I think I'd sooner or later be diagnosed with d-e-p-r-e-s-s-i-o-n.
Right now, I feel like I'm going to explode.
Alright. Shall contain it within me for the moment.
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I MISS SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE.
I miss catching the last train to school with Ming Hui and how we'd always walk uber fast to make it through the gates and to the assembly ground on time.
I miss how I used to skip school on alternating days or a few days in a row and how people who care would bug me and persuade me to go back.
I miss Miss Tang's lessons and her trying to keep a straight face when some classmates attempt to 'di siao' her.
I miss Shen Lao Shi's loud shouts of 'TONG XUE MEN, JING XIA LAI!' and Zi Keng mimicking him.
I miss Mrs Tan's literature class and how she's such a responsible, passionate and great teacher, always ready to answer our questions and tolerating our rude disturbance and incessant talking and making the trouble to arrange time our remedials though we've been unappreciative at times.
I miss gossiping during boring lessons or those we deem unimportant.
I miss queueing up during recess and asking acquaintances to help us buy food when the queue was long.
I miss Wednesdays when we'd always whine during morning assembly cause other than the national anthem, there's still the longggg school song to sing- in both the chinese and english language.
I miss Fridays when it's Tie Day and how almost the entire school population would always be so messy and noisy during weekly assembly.
I miss how the discipline teachers would conduct spot checks occasionally to catch students with improper attire and stuff and how we'd try not to be the unlucky chosen ones.
I miss the closing prayer and how we used to all say 'AMEN!' at the end of it and hurriedly file out of the class after the last period.
Most importantly,
I MISS MY FRIENDS.
Even though there were a few times things got kinda ugly and people got pissed and everything, I STILL LOVE YOU ALL!
I know things will change when we leave PHS for good and new friends will be made, but I really hope the bonds and friendships we've built up over the years wouldn't be forgotten so easily and fade as time goes by. We'll be long-lasting okay! Say yes I do!
It's cliche, but I mean it alright.
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Don't know why, but I feel that I've sort of drifted from a few friends after working. And I really don't want it to remain this way please.
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Craving for any drink alcoholic.
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I want to learn Japanese.
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I think I get emo easily nowadays.
11:42:00 PM
